January 31, 2018 – FULL MOON ECLIPSE in Leo for Creative Death and Rebirth

sphynx-1521190_640FULL MOON ECLIPSE is at 5:31 am pst, early in the morning! This is a wild time for each one of us. Each one of us has our own reason that this is a “wild ride,” where magic carpets are given then pulled from under us. We are given wings, then freefalling then given wings back sometimes in the midst of eclipses. Its good to have all of our “light-warrior gear,” and back up supplies, back up food, and back up everything for eclipse times. This is one of those days to “be prepared and ready for anything!” Change is happening. !!

elephant-2611677_640Many things are being said about this Full Moon Eclipse, that it is a very special “Blood Moon,” or other whispers of grand things. Eclipses–every one–is quite a grand appearance, nomatter what color we think it is, it is a fullness and an overflowing of emotional contact. Our emotional bodies are heightened and filled, purifying and tender, overly full, and purging. family-3088952_1280

ECLIPSES are big giant purge portals! They are designed to trigger and activate our deepest fears, our muckiest most difficult emotional baggage and material that is winding us up and wrapping us in heart-squeezing, debilitating grief, or emotional guck. italy-1614931_640The guck is all rising, its rising for the eclipse call to surface all the emotional gunk that we can pull out of our little human body-system–so we can be reborn fresh and new at the SOLAR ECLIPSE in two weeks at the new moon.

This is a portal of transformation, transfiguration and change. Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow we are RIGHT IN THE PEAK of this emotional purge. It really is like the Iowaska Tea of Time, as we are bound to vomit once or twice, emotional experiences we want to reject. This is exactly what is happening actually, our body is detoxing old psychic and emotional baggage.

meadow-2401911_640MERCURY enters Aquarius 5:39 am pst, providing a little more intelligence than we had before. Each one of us has a little more genius today and for the next few weeks. From this perspective we can upgrade any science, beliefs or systems in our minds that need revision or upgrading. The eclipse is asking us to reset, let go of any old ways of being that are judgemental of others. We are cleansing our mind in this eclipse field, of all kinds of “non flexable thinking.”

MOON OPPOSITE VENUS is a full feminine monty. Women are still healing from a past life occurrence we may have ALL undergone called “the inquisition,” when many women and healers were murdered through several hundred years of our history on earth. From this time, there are some karmic wounds in the feminine from the “feminine opposing the feminine,” out of fear that happened at that time. During this time, as these oppositions like MOON OPPOSITE VENUS are touched, it may activate those wounds or those awarenesses where we can heal or contribute to the mending of the “broken feminine vessel,” in the collective of humanity, especially in the “western world,” .cave-3087228_640There is a call from the feminine for healing. This FULL MOON ECLIPSE is a powerful shift point in that healing journey for the collective and for all of us.

MOON SQUARE JUPITER is the last aspect of the month and the final aspect on ECLIPSE DAY! This is a call for GRACE! Each one of us can give something to someone nearby. Each one of us can make someone’s life better. I’m not sure if we will receive a natural disaster in the eclipse light this time on earth, however if we do, it will be a call for all of us to give to that place or those places, wherever they are and whomever they are, they will be calling us to give. . . . . and Giving is our God-Given-Gift that we can be. So nothing better to do than give to others in this world and this is a day for assisting others in the big drama of the opposing magnetic forces, pulling and pushing us all like ships on rocky opposing currents. We surf together today, on each others grace, so may we each become sources of the grace that is needed here now, today.

Everyone is purging emotionally, all full moons and all eclipses invite the purging and cleansing of the psychic and emotional bodies. This is a super cleanse this one!

bathtub-54587_640Secrets of Self Healing #1: : CLeansing healing bath:
dissolve one box (1 lb) of baking soda
and 1 lb of epsom or sea salt into the bath
have the water as hot as can be comfortably tolerated, and soak until the water cools down, taking toxins from our body as it cools. Shower off the salts after the bath.

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friends-2902988_640Author’s Note:
This is the last day of the free pdf downloads I had written and given away at the New Year. (the month of February will be sent out as a free pdf in the next two days!)–getting back on track! . . . I had meant to write the whole year for each of you and I have sign notes to give you all. So much I had worked to get to you that was interrupted! . . . . I was interrupted by a false arrest and an “unexpected vacation,” interruption of my astrology work, by two weeks in jail. One week in the Santa Fe jail and one week in the Taos jail, where an angry animal control officer had filed that I stole a dog cage that I did not steal, that was not even stolen or missing. In spite of what might have appeared like an “injustice,” it turned out it was a much-needed rest, shift of perspective, and opportunity for others to step in and help, while I could not deliver food for animals or take care.

So others stepped in. I was able to rest, sleep, read and watch movies, hearing and sharing stories with amazing and interesting young women. Each one I respect in her story, love her and miss them–those women. I would not have changed that time in jail. It changed me in a good way and brought in another area of life that I feel called to help–women who end up in the prison system–through their own life stories.

earth-870913_1280Immediately upon departing, I am returning to the landlord tenant conflict, that arose this time. . . when animals escaped one time at the very beginning when we first arrived. It scared the neighbor that time and they started bullying us to leave.

We are looking for the next location, and are needing to stand up for our rights, as it is still not ok, luckily in our legal system to discriminate against us, or take away our rights, or decide not to follow through with a contract, because we have dogs. Our contract included the animals and other than that escape, we have not broken any rules or parts of the agreement. All of this gets very complicated when the landlord and tenant don’t see eye to eye, and this has been a long-term theme for us. After six years I have discovered that there has been discrimination going on and landlords walking all over me because of my animals. I’ve taken a long time to learn to simply stand up for my authentic rights, in protection of the animals’ safety and wellbeing, as well as simply for my human rights.

justitia-2597016_640This “needing to stand up for myself,” in situations where I have to speak the truth and allow the truth to work as it will. I’ve had to have the courage and the guts to walk forward and stand up. (as soon as I left that two week accidental jail time)–I was called by the world to deal with a lot of stress and demands.

Eclipse times are powerful times, when we may not feel like standing up, or speaking truth. sword-918542_640We might rather rest, or be quiet, vulnerable and surrendered to anything warm or sweet. However instead we must stand up and speak the truth. Wherever that truth is compromised, or integrity is compromised–we must call it–speak it, the best we can, the most humble respectful way we can–we must speak and stand up for speaking the TRUTH at this time. Its time like the SWORD OF TRUTH, I sometimes call it “Kali-Time,” if you don’t “be Kali,” you may be run over by her in the rest of the world, so be Kali. Stand up, perhaps gently, even with humility or grace, however its time to stand up for what we believe in, refuse to settle for less, demand integrity and revision where needed, and never never give up.

Eclipses test our faith, our vigilance, our willpower to do what is right. We are test, test, tested in our power to overcome dark emotions, release the old shit that is clogging our way into the future, and allow the alchemy to work us over willingly–whatever it is that comes to call us forward.

I’m being tested–its not easy. We will each be tested. Blessings to us all each one!

If you can donate to the GoFundMe Campaign, or even better to paypal. Please assist us at this time of transition and testing, and please know that we are holding space for the light to overcome the darkness for each of us. Within us and around us. We call upon our own power to allow the dark emotions to rise, surface and be cleared in grace, clearing us of that density.the-edge-of-twilight-3003026_640

Please contribute to paypal HERE: (we are still collecting for court costs today)

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