April 7, 2018 – Personal to Local Connection

goal-3144351_640MOON SQUARE MERCURY [2:15 am pdt]  middle of the night in some places, is a moment with MERCURY RETROGRADE. We can have a personal connection with the planetary retrograde alchemical circles. These can be awkward moments of coming or going or returning or leaving.

MOON TRINE VENUS [5:10 am pdt] is grace amidst challenges. Feminine connection, divine feminine grace, emitting through us, in the midst of potential feelings of limitation due to the:  agapanthus-1524287_640MOON CONJUNCT SATURN [5:19 am pdt], as the Moon touches SATURN its a constriction and “reset” energy. Constriction at its best is “focus.”

VENUS TRINE SATURN [6:36 am pdt] is an alchemical moment of the creative intelligence, speaking with our potential limitations. What might happen? openings? A new form?

garden-gate-966108_640MOON CONJUNCT MARS [10:41 am pdt] is a passion, an instinct, an action, an honoring of the nature within us. As the MOON moves through the zodiacal wheel, we can feel the archetypal shifts that we are embodying by being human in form. This is an aspect honoring movement.

MOON SEXTILE NEPTUNE [5:45 pm pdt] is a smooth liquid energy that adds fluidity, or beauty, like a babbling river it can carry things: messages, money and new ways of thinking. Imagination is a form of intelligence that is connected to life. We can use imagination as a tool for being in this crazy time of death of an empire / birth of a new world.

leaf-1188098_640May our ability to “imagine,” invent, and rearrange the world as we would be more alive, in-tune, happy and integrated with nature, be more powerful than the “general doom,” that is seemingly everywhere, except in the seeds! They are sprouting! Look to the seeds!  Imagine sprouting dreams into form.
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wolf-3158282_640Author’s Note:
We have a court date on April 11th that will determine our exact amount of time left at this current location for the wolf pack. I often get nervous when we have to move and wish I could move before the court date and feel that instead I’ve had to learn, patience and how to “sit in the fire,” for longer than I would like. I often wish I could leave a landlords property “as soon as they start bullying us off,” and often cannot leave. I’ve had to sit there when I don’t want to, and guard my animals until I find them a spot. My co-director Darrein has made it possible that someone is always there. So its one of those in between times of “sitting in the fire,” for the wolf pack. Waiting and feeling like a “sitting duck,” however humans are not as bad as we fear sometimes right? Its not so bad that I have to show up stand up for people who have animals. That we are not drug dealers or hor houses, we are a dog house and treated as “disgraceful,” in some way, and I’m finally in a place to stand up and ask for the discrimination, demonization, and attacking to be remedied. And for the landlord to be accountable for his impact for not following through on “assisting with animals,” on the larger fence, and allowing us to be there after paying a lot of money and making a lot of signed and verbal agreements, specifically ABOUT the animals. All that went out the window and I wanted to fly all of us away immediately and I’ve had to sit in this conflict with this landlord and “sit in the fire,” for a few months. I’m so ready to move I’ve got jumping beans in my pants! I sleep in my car, couch surf and bounce around, constantly speaking with property owners, and scanning craigslist. We’re honing in on several locations and still surveying and negotiating, discussing options. We have not yet landed on the ONE RIGHT next location for the [New Mexico/S. Colorado] part of the pack. Suggestions still welcome!

The part of the pack going to Maine, has a location, is waiting for transportation plans to line up! It appears we may not be able to move the pack to the next locations until the absolute last minute we are allowed to be on the current property. This is a pattern that causes stress and ptsd and I’d like to change it. I’d like to have a place to go, earier, feel more support and grace in the transition and not feel like I have to pull it out of my personal fibers of my being to make miracles and super-hero them out of disaster at the final moment. Can everyone pray for grace. that we can move every animal without stress and attack and fear everywhere? This time with the wolf pack has taught me exactly where social change on behalf of wolves and wolf packs is needed, in the wild and in our culture, which is also a kind of “wilderness,” of its own, that for the wolves is more challenging, than the real wilderness. There are more “monsters,” and shadows int he city for them than the forest. So I see through their eyes, interesting work before us as a cross-species planet. I’m researching and preparing to share information on “eco-farming,” and the roll that predators and wolves and wolf packs can play in that system.

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