January 31, 2018 – FULL MOON ECLIPSE in Leo for Creative Death and Rebirth

sphynx-1521190_640FULL MOON ECLIPSE is at 5:31 am pst, early in the morning! This is a wild time for each one of us. Each one of us has our own reason that this is a “wild ride,” where magic carpets are given then pulled from under us. We are given wings, then freefalling then given wings back sometimes in the midst of eclipses. Its good to have all of our “light-warrior gear,” and back up supplies, back up food, and back up everything for eclipse times. This is one of those days to “be prepared and ready for anything!” Change is happening. !!

elephant-2611677_640Many things are being said about this Full Moon Eclipse, that it is a very special “Blood Moon,” or other whispers of grand things. Eclipses–every one–is quite a grand appearance, nomatter what color we think it is, it is a fullness and an overflowing of emotional contact. Our emotional bodies are heightened and filled, purifying and tender, overly full, and purging. family-3088952_1280

ECLIPSES are big giant purge portals! They are designed to trigger and activate our deepest fears, our muckiest most difficult emotional baggage and material that is winding us up and wrapping us in heart-squeezing, debilitating grief, or emotional guck. italy-1614931_640The guck is all rising, its rising for the eclipse call to surface all the emotional gunk that we can pull out of our little human body-system–so we can be reborn fresh and new at the SOLAR ECLIPSE in two weeks at the new moon.

This is a portal of transformation, transfiguration and change. Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow we are RIGHT IN THE PEAK of this emotional purge. It really is like the Iowaska Tea of Time, as we are bound to vomit once or twice, emotional experiences we want to reject. This is exactly what is happening actually, our body is detoxing old psychic and emotional baggage.

meadow-2401911_640MERCURY enters Aquarius 5:39 am pst, providing a little more intelligence than we had before. Each one of us has a little more genius today and for the next few weeks. From this perspective we can upgrade any science, beliefs or systems in our minds that need revision or upgrading. The eclipse is asking us to reset, let go of any old ways of being that are judgemental of others. We are cleansing our mind in this eclipse field, of all kinds of “non flexable thinking.”

MOON OPPOSITE VENUS is a full feminine monty. Women are still healing from a past life occurrence we may have ALL undergone called “the inquisition,” when many women and healers were murdered through several hundred years of our history on earth. From this time, there are some karmic wounds in the feminine from the “feminine opposing the feminine,” out of fear that happened at that time. During this time, as these oppositions like MOON OPPOSITE VENUS are touched, it may activate those wounds or those awarenesses where we can heal or contribute to the mending of the “broken feminine vessel,” in the collective of humanity, especially in the “western world,” .cave-3087228_640There is a call from the feminine for healing. This FULL MOON ECLIPSE is a powerful shift point in that healing journey for the collective and for all of us.

MOON SQUARE JUPITER is the last aspect of the month and the final aspect on ECLIPSE DAY! This is a call for GRACE! Each one of us can give something to someone nearby. Each one of us can make someone’s life better. I’m not sure if we will receive a natural disaster in the eclipse light this time on earth, however if we do, it will be a call for all of us to give to that place or those places, wherever they are and whomever they are, they will be calling us to give. . . . . and Giving is our God-Given-Gift that we can be. So nothing better to do than give to others in this world and this is a day for assisting others in the big drama of the opposing magnetic forces, pulling and pushing us all like ships on rocky opposing currents. We surf together today, on each others grace, so may we each become sources of the grace that is needed here now, today.

Everyone is purging emotionally, all full moons and all eclipses invite the purging and cleansing of the psychic and emotional bodies. This is a super cleanse this one!

bathtub-54587_640Secrets of Self Healing #1: : CLeansing healing bath:
dissolve one box (1 lb) of baking soda
and 1 lb of epsom or sea salt into the bath
have the water as hot as can be comfortably tolerated, and soak until the water cools down, taking toxins from our body as it cools. Shower off the salts after the bath.

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friends-2902988_640Author’s Note:
This is the last day of the free pdf downloads I had written and given away at the New Year. (the month of February will be sent out as a free pdf in the next two days!)–getting back on track! . . . I had meant to write the whole year for each of you and I have sign notes to give you all. So much I had worked to get to you that was interrupted! . . . . I was interrupted by a false arrest and an “unexpected vacation,” interruption of my astrology work, by two weeks in jail. One week in the Santa Fe jail and one week in the Taos jail, where an angry animal control officer had filed that I stole a dog cage that I did not steal, that was not even stolen or missing. In spite of what might have appeared like an “injustice,” it turned out it was a much-needed rest, shift of perspective, and opportunity for others to step in and help, while I could not deliver food for animals or take care.

So others stepped in. I was able to rest, sleep, read and watch movies, hearing and sharing stories with amazing and interesting young women. Each one I respect in her story, love her and miss them–those women. I would not have changed that time in jail. It changed me in a good way and brought in another area of life that I feel called to help–women who end up in the prison system–through their own life stories.

earth-870913_1280Immediately upon departing, I am returning to the landlord tenant conflict, that arose this time. . . when animals escaped one time at the very beginning when we first arrived. It scared the neighbor that time and they started bullying us to leave.

We are looking for the next location, and are needing to stand up for our rights, as it is still not ok, luckily in our legal system to discriminate against us, or take away our rights, or decide not to follow through with a contract, because we have dogs. Our contract included the animals and other than that escape, we have not broken any rules or parts of the agreement. All of this gets very complicated when the landlord and tenant don’t see eye to eye, and this has been a long-term theme for us. After six years I have discovered that there has been discrimination going on and landlords walking all over me because of my animals. I’ve taken a long time to learn to simply stand up for my authentic rights, in protection of the animals’ safety and wellbeing, as well as simply for my human rights.

justitia-2597016_640This “needing to stand up for myself,” in situations where I have to speak the truth and allow the truth to work as it will. I’ve had to have the courage and the guts to walk forward and stand up. (as soon as I left that two week accidental jail time)–I was called by the world to deal with a lot of stress and demands.

Eclipse times are powerful times, when we may not feel like standing up, or speaking truth. sword-918542_640We might rather rest, or be quiet, vulnerable and surrendered to anything warm or sweet. However instead we must stand up and speak the truth. Wherever that truth is compromised, or integrity is compromised–we must call it–speak it, the best we can, the most humble respectful way we can–we must speak and stand up for speaking the TRUTH at this time. Its time like the SWORD OF TRUTH, I sometimes call it “Kali-Time,” if you don’t “be Kali,” you may be run over by her in the rest of the world, so be Kali. Stand up, perhaps gently, even with humility or grace, however its time to stand up for what we believe in, refuse to settle for less, demand integrity and revision where needed, and never never give up.

Eclipses test our faith, our vigilance, our willpower to do what is right. We are test, test, tested in our power to overcome dark emotions, release the old shit that is clogging our way into the future, and allow the alchemy to work us over willingly–whatever it is that comes to call us forward.

I’m being tested–its not easy. We will each be tested. Blessings to us all each one!

If you can donate to the GoFundMe Campaign, or even better to paypal. Please assist us at this time of transition and testing, and please know that we are holding space for the light to overcome the darkness for each of us. Within us and around us. We call upon our own power to allow the dark emotions to rise, surface and be cleared in grace, clearing us of that density.the-edge-of-twilight-3003026_640

Please contribute to paypal HERE: (we are still collecting for court costs today)

and to GOFUNDME HERE (to support the Heart of a Wolf Sanctuary and the sacred pack of wolves housed inside)


January 30, 2018 – Day before the FULL MOON LUNAR ECLIPSE

MOON is in Cancer for the early morning only before moving into Leo at 10:53 am pst. Before that, the moon is VOID and in-between in the slippery time until round 11am pst.

At 10:53 am pst, MOON enters LEO, the sign where it will engage the FULL MOON LUNAR ECLIPSE tomorrow morning. Being the day before this power-eclipse-purge, yes purge. Eclipses are always like a shamanic purge, nomatter what else is about them, they are cleaners.  So expect the surfacing of shadow and gook, psychic irritations as they clear and all the stuff we must release, letting go of others opinions, our own minds bantering and all the little things that show up to trigger our grief, sadness and whatever densities we are letting go of in this shamanic purge of these three days–today, tomorrow and the next day as the little balls of purge, however all month before and after we are cleaning the clutter of old grief, old witholds, and old everything that needs to go.

in the inbetween energy of the early morning: MOON SQUARES URANUS and OPPOSES MERCURY. This is quite a geometric combination in the four energy, meanwhile radical and unexpected in its invisible powers. It is helped by the energy of third dimension and building. (squares and oppositions)–Being in 3-D, is a proactive working energy of needing to constantly stay focused on “what needs to be done,” created, changed or worked on to continue on the holy journey of “right relationship” and “divinely guided path before us.”

The FULL MOON SOLAR ECLIPSE takes place tomorrow morning just pre-dawn. [5:27 am pst] [8:27 am – east coast]. Eclipses are tricky times of being vigilant and doing what is needed, with humility and prayer. Its important to “Pay attention,” and attend to all that needs attending. More information on the FULL MOON SOLAR ECLIPSE in tomorrow’s blog, [see January 31 blog]

January 29, 2018 – Monday

MOON in mama Cancer still as we start the week can ask us, how would mama begin the week ? Or how is my mama? Or what does my mama within need today? What does the universal mother, the divine mother have for us today?

MOON TRINE NEPTUNE brings answers to prayers and a meditators paradise, so meditation and spiritual flow are in our day if we are in subtle places to receive the more subtle spiritual presences that require us to “get quiet,” and still the outer 3-D to-do’s of life long enough to close eyes and see the gardens within that may have messages for us today. Messages of beauty and creative freedom from suffering.

MOON OPPOSITE PLUTO is a power play offered by the world or others or ourselves. IT is a day to watch the power games, the power struggles and where we ourselves may see or feel a “misuse” of power and how we need to respond or attend to that so we are remaining “in our power.” Today challenges our right use of power and our ability to be clean and clearly centered in “our own power,” and not anyone elses.

MOON TRINE JUPITER this evening (8:38 pm) is an evening gift or expansion in relationship to our ability to receive throughout the day.

January 28, 2018 – Sunday

MOON SEXTILES URANUS early early, then sends moon into the VOID between Gemini and Cancer until later in the morning.

MERCURY SEXTILE CHIRON (10:50 am pst) is a talking to our inner child time. Our inner child might have some “upsets,” or things it needs to clear with us or someone else or the world, however it is our most “alive spark of fiery creative connection.” Our inner child can rejuvenate our hope, spur creative solutions, and dance us silly until we laugh laugh laugh. This inner child is calling us to pay attention to the within so as not to miss all the delight of life for things much too serious to take ALL of our time and attention!

MOON enters Cancer, and comes out of the in-between-slippery-VOID, at 10:57 am pst. This is mama nurturing bath giving, kiss receiving love time again, only this time from the mother within. We are all here to mother each other and we can all be “mother Cancers” for a day, today is one of those days.

MOON OPPOSITE SATURN (6:15 pm) in the evening. Although there are challenges everywhere, that is part of life and the key to peace amidst challenges is balancing energies and doing the right things at the right times in that way that there is a “season for everything,” so when to work and when to stop and rest is a balancing act. Each of us must find boundaries and “proper discipline for our health” in these areas of balancing work and home, food and fasting, nurturing and cleansing, and all other opposites. Everything in moderation was one of the phrases over the Temple of Delphi.

January 27, 2018 –

MOON TRINE VENUS is a feminine friendly aspect again. Moon is in Gemini, which is a very fun aspect for the moon—it likes to enjoy itself here in a human body—it likes to talk and laugh and relate to others.

MOON SQUARE NEPTUNE (6:41 am pst) in the morning along with this “talking and laughing” social aspect, someone might say something that triggers us to feel things. These things that we feel are not always comfortable and we need to learn to become wizards of our own emotional world. When we Feeeeeel something, we can become ultra attentive, even sitting on the toilet if we need to get away from people for a moment to ask ourselves what the emotions are that might be running through us today? Its ok, , “Emotion is energy in motion.” With attention to it, we can feel and see it will move and change shape and form within us. As we nurture as we tend, as we bring fresh water in, and meet the feelings, they turn over into deep stories of love meeting love. It is worth getting through all the discomfort to get to that love within or with others.

MERCURY SQUARE URANUS is another aspect to navigate! It’s a big wave and one to surf well. This aspect calls us to communications genius. We are asked to use our tongue like sword and with patience, wisdom and genius. This day is an interesting day of calls and provisions . . . . the calls are for working with others in interesting ways, looking past limitations and accepting diversity. . . . the gifts are of love.


When love speaks, when love acts, when love embodies, us, then our experience with a square rises to the top of experience. This is one of those days that requires a work of love, patience, virtue and tests of consciousness.